Only 2 weeks more

So I have LOVED the past month staying home with Allyse and in just two short weeks I have to go back to work. Just the thought of going back to work makes me sick. I just want to stay home and spend more time with my family.
I never thought of myself as one who wanted to be a stay at home mom. I always figured I would be ok to go back to work. I am not trying to say that I ever thought that stay at home moms were not awesome, I just didn't see it for me. I was WRONG!!!  I want to just stay at home, trade my teaching job for the mom job. It's not that I don't like teaching, I do, and it is something that I think I will do again in the future. I have set a new goal. I want to just finish this school year out, then find a closer teaching job that I can do part time. I have decided that I do not want to teach full time. I want to enjoy Allyse and be able to spend more time (when we have her) with Jackilyn. Also, I am not getting any younger and when Allyse is a year or two... ( I don't want to think about that!) I want to eventually have another. Let me just say though, I am not in a hurry to have another baby, while I still have the un-fun pregnancy symptoms fresh in my mind along with the VERY unpleasant parts of labor still in my mind, I will need time to let those memories dull before I am ready to do it again! I need to enjoy my baby too!